Monday 30 March 2015

Wild Cry !



Wild am I ? 
Am I not groomed ?
Am I not fit to be your garden's bloom ? 
Am I not elegant enough, to grace your vase ?
Am I not precious, to live in your heart ?
Am I not pious enough, to be placed on an altar ?
Are not my pollen sweet, for butterfly to gather ?
Am I not a photographer's delight ?
Can I not be an artist's pride ?
If I am loved and hugged by dew..
I really do not care, who are you ?
Earth smiles as I sway..
So you can just get out of my way !
I am a child, of my mother nature..
What the hell you think and do..
Does not matter !

~Manjuri~



Sunday 29 March 2015

Untied Knot !

Now that I let you go..
Untied all my knots..
Hope life finds you in happier bend..
And you smile even more..
Happiness, joy, love and colour..
All that makes life up..
May they rain in abundance...
In your life's cup..
Whenever I open my heart..
I do find a hidden gem..
In the core of my soul do I find..
Good wishes for you in them..
As I depart here..
And you embark for new self..
I am happy once I knew you..
With you, in you, I knew myself !

~Manjuri~


Friday 27 March 2015

Embellished Evening !



Have you seen the crimson hue
On this evening's cheek.. ?
Which salon did it go..
To apply its impeccable rouge .. ?

Which artist dipped his brush..
And highlighted her tresses.. ?
Who took the time out..
To bedeck her in auburn dresses ?

All embellished, for whom she waits..
Alone on that vast sky ..?
A night shall come, to take her away..
Until, another day, comes by !

~Manjuri~




Thursday 26 March 2015

Bare Words

My words today need no ornament..
They are beautiful undressed
Like my heart let them be bare...
Like an open secret..!

That I love you in my words..
And in my darker shade..
Deep within my ownself.. 
Where you are the light ultimate..

Now as the night deepens..
And with night my memories of you..
Let the goblets never dry up..
For in them I live and with me, you !

~Manjuri~

Wednesday 25 March 2015

Nameless !






Enchanted wind calls out a name of mystery..
Chanting in my ears.. a name..
A known name, of an unknown soul..
Can we name a soul ?
A name.. 
An identity.. 
Why did they name you ?
Unnamed I would love you better..
When darkness swells up..
And night's chest fall silent..
Luminous gems glitters..
Moon an ivory ball..
I call out a name..
Name ?
What is it ?
You have no name..
No name, you are to me...
Echo... echo... echo..
An echo come and go..
Is that your name ?
Morning dew kisses the earth..
From the passion, blooms a flower..
Name ? Does it have any.. ?
Wild.. in the moss.. it grows..
Nameless beauty..
I hate names..
They are called out by all...
I want you without one..
Remove the veil, from my eyes..
Drink up my salted tears..
Come away from all those names..
Dwell far from your fears !
You are free now..
Now can you fly..
Nameless love you are..
You are the open sky !
Nameless... nameless.. nameless...
Nameless let it be...
Name limits your spirit, in my soul..
Let you be my nameless inner beauty !

~Manjuri~

:)

How often do we realize that the source of our intense joy and extreme sorrow, many a times are the same one. Nature also is not excluded from this phenomenon. Rain that floods and the lack of rain that brings drought has its source in the clouds.. having or not having makes the only difference.

Today I choose words not to write a poetry, I have reasons for it. Poetry often is camouflaged. It is blended, it is veiled. Today I choose to be raw. Let my words be capable enough to bear their own burden. Oh ! Again I am drifting from where I began. Unlike poetry, prose allows drifting.

Coming back to that source thing, well, pain and  pleasure erupts from same opening. Love plays a major role here. I say love, because I am not aware of any other emotion. You all may question, how about hatred, jealousy, etc etc. I say, well are they not the siblings of love ? How can one hate someone, without loving once ? How can jealousy come, if you are not loving ? Allow yourselves some room for thought, and then shall you all know what I am hinting to !

Relationships, each one, is bound together with a single emotion, called love ! I surprisingly look on at the ones who say.. 'I love no more'.. how is this possible I wonder ! Love no more ? Nope ! Instead they should say, my love has transformed itself... it has become something else ! To be, is to love ! All other emotions are just the crumbs of this main one. Love enjoys its own ride. It takes us all along. A few of us, are really lucky to enter its crust. Once in, its like the center of the earth itself. Hot, molten and shapeless... let the volcano erupt for once... and let the lava flow... let it cool... then shall we find the beautiful glaze of the hardened rock.. ! Pick up some, keep them. Coloured stones are for the connoisseur's keep. :)

~Manjuri~

Tuesday 24 March 2015

বহুদূরে কাছাকাছি !



স্বপ্নের আমেজ কাটিয়ে উঠতে সময় লাগলো 
রঙ্গীন স্বপ্নের, রঙ্গীন আমেজ 
সময়ের ডানা বেয়ে 
আমি এগিয়ে চলেছি...
সময় তোমায় পিছু ফেলে যায়নি 
চেয়ে দেখো কত দূর নিয়ে গেছে 
সে , আমার থেকে তোমায় ...

বসন্তের শেষে, শেষ ফোটা ফুল 
যেমন চেয়ে থাকে আকাশের পানে 
কারনবিহীন , অর্থবিহীন , প্রত্যাশাবিহীন
তেমনি আমি তাকিয়ে থাকি ..
যতদূর দৃষ্টি যায় 
যেখানে তোমায় খুঁজে বেড়ায় 
আমার ভেতরের আমি 
নিঃশব্দে , নিরালায় 
নিরন্তর তোমার জন্য চোখ মেলি আমি ...

হয়ত তুমিও খোঁজো আমায় 
আমার লেখায় , তোমার আঁকায় 
রং এ  তুলিতে, ছন্দে গানে'
পৃথিবীর দীর্ঘশাসে 
ভোরের হাওয়ায় 
অলস দুপুরে 
সুন্দর কোনো এক বিকেলে'
বা রাতের গভীরে...
খুঁজে গেছ , কিন্তু পাওনি 
পাবার জন্য খোঁজোনি কিনা, হয়ত তাই ...

শূন্যের বুকে কত তারা জেগে আছে আজো 
আমারই মতো , 
ঝলমল, যা ভাবে লোকে 
আগুন , শুধুই , আগুন 
  জ্বলে ,পুড়ে, ভষ্মে মিলে যায় 
খসে পড়ে যায় 
না বলা কথার নিস্তবতা 
থাক তবে , তাই থাক 
আজ, কাল, চিরকাল 
বাকহীন , নীরবতার জাল 
তুমি থাক, আমিও থাকি 
বহুদূরে কাছাকাছি ...

~ মঞ্জরী ~

Monday 23 March 2015

How Without You ?


You're the shore, am the sea..
How without you..
Am I suppose to be ?

You're the goblet, am the wine..
How without you..
Shall I drink fine ?

You're the alchemist, am the miracle..
How without you..
Shall I reach pinnacle ?

You're the silence, am the sound..
How without you..
Shall I be found ?

You're the wind, am the tree..
How without you..
Shall I sway in glee ?

You're the cloud, am the rain..
How without you..
Shall I wash my pain ?

You're the bird, and am the sky..
Now tell me..
How without me..
Shall you fly..
How without me... shall you fly ?

~Manjuri~


Love In Abundance !



When my flowers stretched themselves..
To reach somewhere unknown..
I then knew, like them I too was searching you..
Within my enclosed realm..

I stretched my arms towards the sky..
I jumped to hug the moon..
I like my bower blooms..
Was trying to reach beyond...

From my finite self , with limited eyes..
I searched for joy infinite..
Struggle grew within my soul..
Limitations gripped my heart..

Then one day did I free myself..
From that which tied me to all known..
I then knew, to love, is to be a flower..
Grow in aroma, not caring what they own..!

Love, like flower, grows in abundance..
Not upset, who sees or cares for it..
Same way does love grows and remain, 
For, it knows not being any different from what it is !

~Manjuri~

True Find !






In consciousness deep..
In my mind leashed..
When I am tied up..
To this world
And its hundred chores..
Time when does not pause..
And life ties my paws..
I am drowned in daily life..
My existence seeks me..
I do not live.. but only exist..
That is the time, when..
My love forsake's me..
A mundane me, amidst daily living..
Churn in the crust of life..
Almost breathless..lifeless !

Then, when all done..
I sit alone..
By my window,
Watching butterfly dance in the rain..
Light aroma of wet earth,
Walking upon the moist grass
Bare feet, bare heart..
I feel the throb of life..
Beneath my skin..
I walk on..
So many words,
Tangled up..
My thoughts, like me..
Haphazard..
Slight fog, blurs the vision..
I lose myself..
To find you !

~Manjuri~

Sunday 22 March 2015

Invisibility !







None knows, from where you come..
And dawn on me..
Like the first ray of morning sun..
You ignite my spirit..
Not visible to any eye..
You come to see me..
You know, you are there..
Trapped in your invisibility !
You know, I am there..
As you flow in my poems..
That I have painted you..
With my words..
I have made you eternal..!

~Manjuri~

Unwritten Words






If someday, my words cease to be..
And my poems breathe their last..
No more do I write my heart..
In loved dipped words ...
That day.. when you look around..
And find no more a verse..
That day.. shall you know..
I have left my poems behind..
Uprooted, I left, to seek another land..
What then shall remain is a stretch of distance..
Unbridged by the flow of words..
I shall be no more...but..you shall be..
In my unwritten words.. of love and harmony !

~Manjuri~

Saturday 21 March 2015

Drenched !



Drenched is my soul today..
Supple is my core..
Am drunk with the wine you gave..
Am drunk in life's shore !
My joys know no bound..
Happiness found me in them..
Without you too am smiling..
And, it's all your gain.. !
How does it matter to me..?
Whether its dry or raining today ?
Am happy because am happy..
Am happy because you gave me way !
Treasure house is full of gems..
All ruins I did mend..
No more waits, no more tears..
Nothing more to defend !
Love is love, when it is free..
Free from its own bond..
Come and see, how I live..
Drenched in the tune of your song !

~Manjuri~

Friday 20 March 2015

First Flight



The invisible flight that I take..
And the dance that I perform
In the heart of sky ..
Did you see ?
I dance with light..
I fly with wind..
I drink the moon..
I chew the stars..
I am lunatic..
Are you too ?

The atmosphere has blessed me..
Gave me space in its soul's core..
And I take the liberty..
To live there, even more !
I sing, I scream..
I hug the breeze..
I inhale your scent..
Without your concern !
Like me, do you live..
Tell me, do you too ?

I have transcended myself..
I am no more me ..
Time come in, time leave..
In my eye freezes the frame..
The sun burns in euphoric joy..
And with sun, me !
Come then, like me you too fly..
Surrender your wings to me..
I will take you to where you belong..
Never to return, maybe !

Lets leave this world behind..
World that is too heavy to carry...
Our wings are light..
Ideal for flight..
Hearts in love..
Ideal for life..
What more can we ask for?
What more do we need ?
Fly.. lets fly... if you have no wings..
Take mine.. and fly !

~Manjuri~

Thursday 19 March 2015

From We To I !











A drop of life within my soul..
Is you..
A sense of awakening in my core..
Is you..
That which is infinite within my limits..
Is you..
That which releases me from all bondage..
Is you..
A spread of patience within the impatient me
Is you..
The never ending conversation in my silence..
Is you..
The alchemy which converts my copper heart to gold
Is you..
The ego which melts and flows through my eyes
Is you..
The secret that lie buried deep within me..
Is you..
The sudden unexplained twinkle in my eye
Is you..
The meaningless untimely smile in my lips..
Is you..
The one who knocks at my door, without noise
Is you..
One who stole me from myself, and made a lunatic out of me
Is you..

You, you, you, you, you,
A you that has become a me..
A me that has become a you..
Beyond time and space..
You and me.. from we .. became I !

~Manjuri~

যাবে ? বলো ...

অলস মনের কোণে  যেন
হাজার কথার ভিড়
ক্ষণে ক্ষণে ভেঙ্গে পরে
আপন গড়া প্রাচীর...

বহু দিনের বাদে সেদিন
তোমায় আমায় দেখা
এখনো ভুলিনি তোমার
সেই বাঁকা হাসির রেখা...

কিছু শব্দের মাঝে
কিছু নীরব ক্ষণ
তুমি যখন চুপ ছিলে
আর আমিও  চুপ যখন'...

ফেলে আসা দিনগুলি
কেন পিছু ডাকে
এখনো কেন দাঁড়িয়ে আমি
একা, ভাঙ্গা পথের বাঁকে...

জীবন শ্রোতে ভেসে চলে
আমার জীবন তরী
কোন তৃষ্ণা মিটাব বলে
জীবন পাত্র ভরী..

বহু দূরের কুয়াশা যখন
গাড়ো হয়ে আসে
জলের মাঝে তখন কিগো
আমার ছবি ভাসে.. ?

কতো  পথ হয়েছি পাড়
কতো যুগ হেঁটে
কতো স্বপ্ন ভেঙ্গেছি আমি
আচঁড়ে, সবুজ মাঠে..

এবার আমি পালিয়ে যাব
হারাব ফুলের রংগে
তুমিও কি যাবে বলো
হারাতে আমার সঙ্গে ?

~ মঞ্জরী ~









Wednesday 18 March 2015





That Day the sky was filled with flowers ..
It appeared like my heart
When it gets filled with your thoughts..
My blue heart, throbbing..
In your jovial and bright memories..
Flowers are transient..
Today alive, tomorrow dead..
Sky is permanent.. it is eternal..
So is my heart... eternally displaying...
My love for you..
But your love like these petals..
Grow, regrow only to end..
Yet, in their beauty..unparallel beauty..
They appear ever charming ..
In my otherwise barren heart..
Someday they shall bloom...
Not to depart..
But to live on..
In my blue soul..
Like the tune of a song..
I shall hum..
After long..
The lyrics are gone..
Yet engraved it shall be..
Immortally..
In my blue heart !
Yes.. like these flowers..
That danced in the sky..
Till faded and gone..
Remaining forever in ..
The sky's perpetual smile !


~Manjuri~






Tuesday 17 March 2015

Sting Of A scorpion

I sip your essence, 
It mingles in my blood
Grips the core of my heart
Appears as a smile, on my lip
Filling me with a warmth !
I surrender myself, to myself
A known aroma haunts me..
I am now in the clutches of love
My eyes sparkle, like the glass..
The musical note  is fragrant
Fragrant is the earth's chest
In a few drops of untimely drizzle..
I awake as if by, the sting of a scorpion!

~Manjuri~

Monday 16 March 2015

Reminder

Have you seen the colours of autumn leaf...
Or the shades of spring flower ?
Did you stand for a while, all by yourself..
Gazing at your small bower ?

Did you smile at the floating clouds..
Or sit and hear the birds sing ?
Did you drown yourself within you..
Never to surface again ?

Did you search for me, now and then..
Here, there and everywhere ?
Have you gazed with tired eyes..
Beyond the horizon, towards nowhere ?

When have you followed your heart..
And where have you last lost yourself ?
When was it that you picked a book..
From your dusted and cluttered shelf ?

When was it that you smiled..
Without any reason known..
When was it that you had lived..
Breathing in the wind that had blown ?

When did you last blow a whistle..
Or fly a kite in the sky, blue..?
When last did you look at me..
Whispering a 'I love you'.. ?

That you have long forgotten..
The beauty of life and living..
In the soul of time, and shore of sea..
Do I write.. unlike you, may I end, loving.. !

Yes... may I live and die, loving !

~Manjuri~




Friday 13 March 2015

In The Cosmos

Somewhere in the cosmos..
A trail of light, awaits us..
Far off.. very far off..
Beneath the planet mars..

Where the star sleeps 
In slumber long, and..
Many moons stay awake..
Near Jupiter and still beyond..

Where a few milky ways..
Light up our path..
As you hold my hand..
And we start our eternal walk..

I fill up your goblet..
You pour into mine..
Drinking the wine of life..
In the ambiance divine..

Light is our feet today..
Lighter is the heart..
Let the cosmic ray unite us..
When this world keeps us apart !

~Manjuri~

Thursday 12 March 2015

Unsolicited Dreams

No, you were not privileged ..
Not privileged enough..
To feel the aftermath ...
Of soul's fulfillment ..
Long after the union..
Of my soul with yours !
You have sought exile..
You have shut your heart..
Love that stands alone..
Anxiously at your door..
Smiles at you, seeks refuge !
You are not at ease..
That I observe you from far..
Your lips parched, eyes dry..
Fragmented pieces of us..
Lies in unsolicited reveries..
And long forgotten vows !
In the light, that you had..
Given me once.. I still walk..
My path covered in darkness..!
The madness that I inherited from you..
Is still keeping me alive..
And I shall remain..with my love..
Until all dies.. you, I and our dreams !

~Manjuri~

Wednesday 11 March 2015

Early Summer, Five Haikus !

Early summer noon..
No breeze to soothe..
My burning soul !

Early summer noon, 
Moisture leaves the air..
Earth dries up, like my throat !

Early summer noon..
Birds stop singing..
Silence falls on the bower !

Early summer noon..
No clouds float..
Barren lies the sky's spirit !

Early summer noon..
I sit alone.. some memories haunt..
Rainfall in my eyes and heart !

~Manjuri~




Wednesday 4 March 2015

You !

You colour me without colours..
Bind me without a hold..
You touch me  from far away..
And shape me sans any mould..

You tie me to yourself..
Without any chain or rope..
You wash me from myself..
Neither is water seen, nor is soap..

You lay you eyes on my closed ones..
And give vision to my thoughts..
You flow in my body whole..
Signing a yes, in all my nots..

You sing in my morning hymns..
And you give my dreams a wing..
You are that I had and have..
And a you, is all I love with nothing !

~Manjuri~

Tuesday 3 March 2015

Unsaid, Unheard, Unseen !

Have you heard the silence of the sky ?
And that of stars and moon ?
A silent morning ever gave you joy?
Or a silent night or noon ?
Silent sea, silent woods...
Silent was the hill..
Could you not feel me..
Among all these silence and still ?
I was there in the air you inhaled..
And in your unspoken words too..
In noise, I get blur and lost..
Only in silence, find me, in you !

~Manjuri~