Souvenir

My wine does not intoxicate me anymore

It does not flow in my vein..

I have forgotten to leave my senses

I have forgotten to be in love, again !

My late night madness have calmed down,

I have found my generated self

I still blush recollecting

How insane I had made myself !

I thought the world was mine

I assumed my love in drunken state..

Now to realize the truth, and be me..

In senses out, is a complete bliss !

Curse me no more, for my madness..

Hold me no more in your heart..

I am happily moving away..

Gleefully I am seeking path apart !  

No more remains the vows of love..

No more does my heart longs thee..

What a joy it is, realizing ... 

Within you, the place of me !

Love shall not cease, 

Nor my heart stop to beat..

Its only that now I shall be me..

Outside you, and grow complete !

My longings shall find vent...

Someday far away, beyond the night sky..

I shall come to meet thee, in a gown black..

And in you, shall I submerge all that is me and I ..

My words shall freeze then..

Frozen shall be I ..

A while shall I live in you..

And then bid you my final goodbye !

Moist not your eyes my love..

Let no pain linger within...

I was yours.. and shall be..

But never to meet again !

If one-day  you shun your ego..

And solely remember me with love..

You shall know, I had loved..

With all that I had and have !

Time shall flow by, age shall haunt..

Some years down the lane..

I shall then be remembered by you 

But, never shall you find be again !

Love, shall rest in peace..

It shall sleep within me..

In it I shall preserve you...

In me, you shall always be !

~Manjuri~