Not Yet Gone !

An emptiness embraces me,
Am void, hollow inside,
All feelings are frozen now,
My words have all died !


A walk within myself,
And am shock laden,
How can a heart survive,
Among all the barren ?


Too numb to feel the pain,
Too proof for happiness either,
A trance that grips my being,
Gives me all but a breather !


Each battle with my pain own,
Each day that I get up and fight,
Each struggle to segregate,
All the wrong's from the right !


Each moment of precious smile,
Each day a hug from my son,
Each day you saying 'Am there',
Assures am living and not yet gone!