Confusion In Clarity !

Like my shadow, 

Who leaves me behind,

In the darkest hour of mine!

You discard me, 

Oh my divine ?

My inherent me says,

In me You are,

My awakening sprout!

Yet why each day,

You I doubt ?

When in my joy fine,

I shed drops saline,

And in each beat You exist!

Then why in pain,

You I resist ?

In my slumber, when I behold,

A dream, that to me,

You solely belong !

Then why in consciousness

You are oblivion ?

In my doubts and my questions,
In my logic and law of reasons,
I cannot get hold of you,
But,
In my beliefs and my faiths,
In my heartfelt emotions and the waits,
I find you smiling within me!