Two Nights, True Colour !

On your lonely night of pain utmost,
When your shadow left you,
And you called me aloud,
I ran bare foot, left myself behind,
To be with you ..
For a while...
Holding hands in turmoil...!

On my lonely night, when my pulse stopped,
I opened my painful eyelids,
In search of you..
Knocked slowly on your closed pane,
Door did not open....
I am awakened, and, besides me,
My dream, pieced and broken !

Valentine's Note !

Softly when all feelings settle within, and,
Some reminiscence of my own pain reflects,
I turn my eyes towards the sky, and ,
All oblivion , all forgotten, again recollects !

Unspoken words lingers within silence,
Unexpressed feelings grips me,
Your pain, echoed within me today,
And I knew, you were never meant for me !

A numbness, an inertia grips my soul,
Thousand feelings just got frozen !
Oh how beautiful are love's facets,
In love, within love, all happily happen !

The droplets fell on my palm own,
As the swollen capsules gives up,
And, from my flowing eyes I know,
Love allows no holding back,..

For In Love :

Its only giving all and giving up !

Note On Giving Up !

It is not that am in pain today,
Pain has just given away,
And now I am able to see,
All that lie within me !

As the earth appear ,
Fresh after a shower,
So is me and my soul,
Tear washed beautiful !

No more waits, no more sigh,
None for whom I can die !
An awakened me, after a dream,
My heart sees a tinge of gleam !

Life it is, and it shall go on,
Whether am there or gone !
Nothing stops nothing hide,
Neither the time, nor the tide !

Unaccepted !

Words dissolved in silence ultimate,

I rose above my love and my hate,

Drenched myself in solitude complete,

Then, I knew, I had nothing to take or give !

Heart hidden in heart's own core , 

Like sand hidden in sandy shore,

Like million stars that hide each day,

I too want to hide, in that seen way !

River that flows does it know,

To the water its flowing owe,

The snowy mountain that glitter bright,

Is unaware of its debt to the sunlight !

The Gist :

You had given all, I could not take,

Gift of love awaits acceptance,

Amidst million forsakes !

I too had given you, you could not take,

You trampled upon it, Now,

Love dies in love, only for love's sake !

Fragile Dream !

It was not so long ago,
That in you I felt myself echo,

Now what remains,

Are sounds, of an alien domain !

My pain, my joy, my me,

Never knew how and when they left me,

They all had built a nest,

In your soul, far away, from my own zest !

I owned nothing, all given,

Believed, trusted, you had all taken,

Faith of love kept me green,

But then, how much life has a dream ?

Your pain weighs more,

It slices you and your heart's core,

My pain is but gesture light,

Weightless, as the bird's wings on its flight !

Expired Note !

I lay still, 

Beneath the rubble of time,

My breath short, vision gone,

Pulse still, senses numb,

Does the rays shine,

On that early dawn ?

I lay still,

As you tread upon me,

My grave's grass still young,

You trample my heart,

Walk upon my soul,

Relieved am gone?

I lay still,

On my cemented gravestone,

As you sit, smoking,

Reading my epitaph,

Fresh flowers you place,

Are you remembering ?

I lay still,

Now that you forgot this path,

My requiem haunts, 

Creepers hug me,

Am truly asleep,

Bridging my own beyond's !

Stricken And Gone !!

I wanted to hold your hand,
And forwarded mine too,
But you shrunk yours away,
And I just got all my due !!

This is what I am used to,
This is what I expect each day,
With one strike you showed me,
My home, and where I truely lay !!

Love was intoxicating me fully
And I was losing myself in you
One hit, that has punched my soul,
And am in place so alien so new !!

Life took a circle complete,
And left me from where I began,
And Oh yes, Fear not dear one,
I shall not ever return again !!